I think i know it’s third year!
So, it’s January 2011. The time when everyone swears to make new changes to their life, make new promises they’ll probably never keep, and a time for “reflecting” on 2010. I’m not going to bore you with my thoughts on 2010, but some of my personal highlights include Snowboarding in Alps de’huez, Bestival 2010 and my 20th B’day (which i made last for 4 days somehow!). Yet one of my biggest accomplishments also occurred in 2010. I was given the opportunity to be direct, produce and edit a collection of video material for Imperial War museum. WIth over 10,000 views, and the material being used in exhibitions as well, it’s my biggest project to date and i couldn’t be prouder. I never thought that would have happened to me by the age of 20!
Yet the main reason why this blog exists is because of my work on my course, and the first term of final year has been one hell of a term in terms of work. The year ahead of us would always warn us that third year was tough, and whilst i agree, i also think its what you make of it. It’s final year after all ,and you have to make the best of all opportunities offerred to you. I mean, taking an afternoon off to play in the snow on Bournemouth beach- i would have been a mug to have ignored that!
The first thing that everyone was always aware of was the dissertation. If i’m honest, i’m quite confused as to how mine is developing, the main reason why is because of the confusion over my tutor. My initial tutor that I was designated was great; she was very enthusiastic about my idea and was a great help in sending emails with links to reading material. However, the next thing i hear, she was not coming back for the rest of term and I was designated a different person. Unfortunately, the snow meant i couldn’t meet this tutor, so essentially I have not really been guided through my dissertation since October. The one thing that has massively helped me has been my dissertation plan. Being forced to actually sit down and write how each chapter is going to be structured and what i want to write really made me think about the debates and arguments i want to raise. Having it written down on a document instead of floating around in my head almost solidified my idea, and i’m continually referring to it as i write. The key to my progress so far has been setting myself goals. I originally desired to have at least started writing by January, and so far i exceeded this goal; i’d written 1500 words by the end of December. The next goal is to write 3000 words by the time i go back to university…and i can write to say that i have completed that too! Now time to work out what my next goal is going to be!
Then there is my minor project. I go in swings and roundabouts about it. I’d thought and researched about it throughout summer and i originally aimed to follow my passion and make a fashion viral video, similar to the ones I adore on dazeddigital.com. The horrible thing with that was i knew the flaws of my project. I knew it would be too short for the project brief, it isn’t necessarily very narrative driven, and then there is the big problem that my supervisor reminded me- a lot of lecturers just wouldn’t get it and so wouldn’t do very well. It came down to that good old battle of marks vs desire; do i follow my desire and make something that could be quite poorly marked, or opt for an alternative that is more likely to be understood. I am a big believer in passion, and if it was any other scenario i would have made the fashion viral. However, the flaws were just too big to ignore, so i opted to make an alternative video. I do regret the decision at times, especially when i see other people’s minor projects that are very visually driven. yet i always have in mind the fact that i made the sensible decision, and that is essentially the better choice.
So i opted to make a short documentary that focused on a child with an extremely rare heart disorder. Yet i varied the focus. I focused on the mother instead, looking at how you mother a child like that. I thought it would be the more emotional story, and thus the more unique one. I originally desired for it to be really actuality driven, similar to channel 4 docs The Hospital. However, when editing a 3-4 minute version, it became clear that in order for the whole story to be told, it ended up being more interview driven that actuality. Granted, the visuals are entirely actuality driven and for that i’m happy. Yet it just annoys me because i did not want my minor to be judged as simply an interview with cut-aways.My supervisor thinks i have managed to avoid that completely, arguing that it is a cross between an observational documentary and interview. That praise really made me happy, and made me change my whole perspective on the project. Overall, i think it is a good piece; it is a good story, and it can get quite emotional (several people who have watched it started crying, and one who is bordering on very excitable got depressed- i take that as a win!)
Then there are other people’s projects. I managed to obtain 8 credits in total (3 more then needed-woops!) and have faced some real challenges. My most successful achievement in production management has to be the first project I managed, which was Laurie’s. I managed to get equivalent access to Silverstone racecourse as BBC and ITV, and that was pretty impressive. yet overall, the biggest problem i’ve faced in timing. I’ve managed to dedicate an equal amount of time to each project, but balancing it along with my own work has proved more difficult then i thought it would be!
so, that’s about it for first term. I’m ridiculously apprehensive of the second term (as in i don’t really want to think about it) and expect another long blog entry in easter!
Until then, adios

